I want more
Whats the word in you head that keeps ringing? What is the word you hear when you want to give up and throw in the white towel? When everything and anyone you believed in turns against you. What is the word when you feel great and superior? What do you hear when you feel unbeatable? What is it that you hear when everyone around does not understand your sacrifises and efforts? What is it that burns within you when you are called pathetic and that you will never make it no matter how hard you try?
It rings in me in every time. Its the reason why i wake up in the middle of the night to hit in a meal or two. Perhaps that is why i never leave the gym feeling unsatisfied knowing that more could be done. From the time i open my eyes to when i close them i think of only this and how to get going to it. Its the reason why i look forward and never back. It keeps me going on both my down and up days. When i feel the lactic acid seeping in and the fatigue glycogen depleted body barely making through. I think of how much i wanted this. Its my identity and i will fight for it.
So you might be thinking how the fuck is this article going to motivate me? Well. firstly, I know that everyone has to want something. I dont believe in the bull crap when people say they are satisfied in what they have. Start asking yourself what is it that you want so much. A gold? A scholarship? Some ass? Dont stop there. What separates dreams from reality is physically being there. So grab your fucking ballpoint pen and start planning. The more defined it is the better and more realistical it becomes. Dont think of what if's and what could have been. Dont be like "It'll only happen if i win the gold". Instead jot down "I will get the gold and move on". Be realistic. You will never put on 100lb of muscles in a month or build rome in a day by yourself no matter how motivated you are. You could start by making a year resolution. Then cut it up in to months. Then days. Whatever possible. Do it to the minute.
I personally feel that many do not adhere their dreams either because it is too stressful to walk that dynamic balance or that their vision and believes are so weak that they separate their dreams from being a reality.Dont have a dream. Have a goal.
Next up put down in words how you are going to obtain that refined goals. Take for example you want to cut fat so you have to increase cardio or cut down on the carbohydrates and trans fat. That is a goal. To obtain it you have to run a 2k twice a day. That you have to cut down on aunty marie's butter cookies. Slowly but surely you will see this goals aka dreams unfolding in front of your very eyes. Trust me - Its a feeling of being on top of the world. More of a reality fueled by your efforts.
Then place your props in proper. Be aware of who are around you. Who wants to be there and make your dreams come true. Start by making your family members (if they are the close to you and you stay with them) understand what you are doing and what it raftly requires. Like the saying goes. "You can buy a house but not a home". So keep relationships healthy and let them know if they are willing to listen about your goals and the disipline, sacrifise and hardwork it requires.Trust me this things does not happen overnight. My moms and pops for once were against thinking that being that person i was i would probabbly give it all up together as fast as i had started. Know what time the gym and supermart closed so you could shedule a trip down if you needed something. Be smart. Be wise. Be hardworking. So yeah. Give it time eh.
Lastly, dont let it fall apart. Balance the mind and the body. You cant grow and prosper in an unhealthy place. Know your wants and needs because all pleasures in life cannot be compared to living your dreams. Give it time. Rome wasnt build in a day and so should your dreams.
Picture this as a journey. There are many paths that you can take. Some routes are long and winding. Some routes are of a straight line(although i feel that is impossible). Some routes are uphill while some are down. Think of it as where you stand now in your journey to reach your destination. You will never get where you are now if you didnt take the route you took and made the decisions that you did. So whatever choices you make, make empowering choices only because they define you. Whatever you do, think first. Like the saying " Think twice before you step an ant". Choices maketh a man. Like i said before - Chance is when preparation meets opportunity. So when some mother fucker drops a mount everest in front of you. Dont sigh. Take your tools out and decent into madness. Overcome them and see the greener grass on the other side.
I want more.
Strength and honour.
Hydher
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