One meal away from failure. In here you take the game into your own hands. What you do is directly involved in what you do. Sometimes, the one to beat isnt infront of you but within you. Mindless battles over time wears you out. You have to come back every time stronger and better to beat that motherfucker within. What does it takes to beat your inner self? It takes more then life. More than you.
I slap myself with cold water every morning. To send shivers down my spine when i could hardly stand up. Every thing starts falling apart in here. The bed, the chair and resolutions but never my stride.With my eyes half shut i get my meals for the day done the same old thing. Out from the old tuna can.
This battle is far from over.
Seconds, minutes, hours,days, months and years of the never ending battle of body over mind. Fuck its pride over self.
Recently, i got steriotyped that all bodybuilders are proud. Fuck yeah we are. The shit we go through? Damn.We're better then who we are inside. We're overrunned in stride. Into our own world. At times do spare a thought for the skinny kid in your gym trying to gain weight or the chatty uncle at the bench press.
Brother's do more never less. Have no weaknesses. Be proud on every angle that you stand for. You represent yourself and no one else. Like wrath said, getting there defines you. But how you get there? shit, it refines you.
Trust me. I dont enjoy training legs as much as anyone do.
When you see that 2 bodybuilder battling out on stage and one wins reasoning he was better quads. One would say both were a hard fight but he won because he had better quads. But if you were 2 realise that sacrifise he had 2 make to build that superior quads. The reformation of workouts. The extra foods. Supplements. The sacrifises? Fuck. When you are on stage everything shows. Every rep you lift. Every second more of sleep and every meal that you missed. You show it all on stage. The stage light show's them all.
I bet all of you who are into this iron game have a status to uphold besides the iron game. Be it a husband. A student. A worker. Not one from 10 could take upon this iron game.
Since the day i stepped into this game, i knew what has to be done. It was more then just going up to the altar of weights on a daily basis. Fuck if going to the gym 5 times a week was all that it took, the gym would be bustling with great physiques up to date. How long will you stop ignoring it and to do what has to be done? Stop being mindlesss. Get a grip and do what has to be done.
Im sorry i got things randomed up. Cognitive thinking got my mind all stirred up.
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